Where did I go wrong?
I replay the moments in my mind.
I scared you off –
Let’s go back in time.
Please, not you.
Don’t run away – stay and fight.
You’re the only one I want this with!
Please God, make this right.
– DLM 3/28/16
There are some really great people in this world. It’s an easy thing to forget with all the hate and negativity out there, but it’s true. You just have to have a little faith, keep an open mind and look past the negativity. And, as hard as it is, sometimes it takes opening up your heart in order to see the good in people. It’s scary and risky. But to see the good, to feel the positivity and to allow yourself to smile again – it’s totally worth the risk.
They say time heals everything – I’m still waiting.
They say good things come to those who wait – yet here I am feeling the same.
They say what’s meant to be will find a way – no one is searching for the path to me.
They say travel the road less taken – I’m stuck here again on this dead end.
They say go after the things you want in life –
But what are you supposed to do,
when the things you want don’t want you?
– DLM, 2014
When she laid
She let the weight of the day
Press to the mattress
Closed her eyes
Sent thanks to the big guy
And let her feet rest
Chasing dreams
Nothing ever as it seems
Getting lost in the night
At day’s end
Forgive, forget or pretend
Everything’s alright
- The Dalema. February 20, 2016.
The Dalema 