The Dalema

Finding The Woman I'm Meant To Be

One Step At A Time

If you can win his time
You can win his heart.

  • The Dalema. November 1, 2017.

Cynical Sunset

After truth
Comes the reality
After reality – the pain
After the pain comes the heartache
And you know nothing will be the same

After the heartache
Comes the denial
After denial – the blame
After the blame comes the pity
And you see yourself in all your shame

After the pity
Comes the cynic
After the cynic – the darkness stays
After the darkness sets for awhile
You realize your stuck in one place

After the darkness
They say there is light
After the light – the reason why
After the reasons it will all makes sense
But some of us never see that light

After I got lost in the reality
After I got stuck in the pain
I ended up staying too long in the darkness
I allowed my happiness to fade

After the cynic took over
After the pity swallowed my pride
Every day became just another day
Left to wonder all the reasons why.

  • The Dalema. October 23, 2017.

No Returns

You can’t give your heart out
When it belongs to someone else.

  • The Dalema. October 11, 2017.

I can’t, So I won’t – But I do

I can’t say it
So I write it
I can’t show it
So I hide it
I still feel it
But I fight it
I don’t want it
But I like it

I can’t tell you
So I write you
I can’t friend you
So I fuck you
I don’t want you
But I need you
I still hate you
But I love you

  • The Dalema. October 10, 2017.

There’s Something Worse Than Heartache

There’s something worse than heartache
She has unfortunately learned
It aches in ways she can’t explain
Staying for years and years

Heartache became manageable
Knowing the cure was her profession
She knew what to do and for how long
Finding love had been her only obsession

But there’s something worse than heartache
Something cutting her deeper than her soul
This deathly and undeniable pain
Is completely unmanageable

It doesn’t just break your heart
It doesn’t only make you feel rejected
It takes over your entire body
You feel like you’re infected

There’s something worse than heartache
It crushes your dreams and makes you a cynic
It turns love into a phantom
And you realize hope doesn’t exist

Love is based on someone else
Someone who doesn’t want what you’re giving
But this takes away your confidence
Makes you question each day you’re living

There’s something worse than heartache
Worse than rejection, loss or resentment
She faced it every day of her life
She was murdered by disappointment.

  • The Dalema. October 8, 2017.

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