You’ve always been
Always deserved
And always will be
Something
Everything
Anything but ordinary
- The Dalema. February 20, 2017.
You’ve always been
Always deserved
And always will be
Something
Everything
Anything but ordinary
Hoping and wishing you have the kind of day
That makes you fall asleep tonight
with a smile on your face.
On this rare occassion
filled with pain, anger,
shock and honesty
I hope she breaks you
uses and neglects you –
destroys you
Just like you did to me.
Jolted awake
by the pain in my chest
I imagined you
waking in your bed
no matter what you’ve said
about the pain you’ve known
I imagined you
weren’t in your bed alone
just the thought of it –
that picture in my head
of another woman
cuddled in your bed
caused a pain so harsh
it woke me from my sleep
knowing that your bed
won’t be holding me
there’s nothing I can say
nothing I can do
to wipe away the image
of the two of you
even if it’s fake –
imagined by my mind
someone else will take
the side I once called mine.